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Ear Worthy February 15, 2008

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Almost Lover

A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images

Well, I’d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

 

 

 

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BLEEDING LOVE

Leona Lewis 

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking ’round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I….

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I….

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I….

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

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V-talk February 15, 2008

Filed under: Uncategorized — lucyness @ 6:44 am
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z41068692.jpgSo, VDAY is finally over. And NO, I’m not talking about VIRGINITY..  Valentines Day!!! (Come on, people.. ) Me and my beau were planning on a weekend of fun (and games???!!! :-P ) at the beautiful island of Corregidor. This was supposedly our first Valentines together, actually, FIRST EVER VALENTINES DATE for me. Yes, all the 20-ish years of my life I have not had a Valentines date. It’ s not a big deal actually, I don’t even want to do it on the day itself, we were planning to go there today (15th, Friday) but something came up at the last minute so we had to cancel (awwwwww… sad.. :-P )  So there, we’re stuck to work on the so-called “LOVE DAY” of the year.  I say it’s no biggie, just because I think that showing EXTRA LOVE on one day of the year is just crap, you should treat everyday like Valentines day and that random acts of sweetness and taking vacations together should be done as often as you possibly can. We didn’t go out last night, we didn’t even get each other anything. I guess we were on the same page, he’s given me months of happy and sweet memories that 1 day of NOT doing that won’t make much of a difference.

Anyway, having him beside me is enough…

I never thought I’d betray my own stand on love and everything that is CHEESY and MUSHY… Coz the last months of my life were nothing but Cheesiness and Mushiness!!! And I don’t feel at all disgusted or ashamed of myself for feeling the way I do, all I know is that I’m happy in love and no CYNIC can ever make me change my mind. Ironic thing is I was a cynic myself. It’s just that things have changed now and I know now that mocking people who are in love will not make me feel any better in being alone. Now I just feel sorry for them… But I wish them love in their life, I know how sad it must be, I’ve been there. *sigh*

Anyway, that’s it for VDAY..

Remember that we should always show the people we love how much they mean to us. Hug them every chance you get, kiss them, love them like you’ll never see them again! =)

HAPPY HEART’s DAY!!! :-D